Wednesday, February 17, 2010

两百分钟

在新年前三个星期,我进了二十镑的电话钱,结果获得了拨回马来西亚的免费两百多分钟的通话时间。


很感激这两百多分钟,让我有机会和家人朋友短短的叙一叙旧,让我在这边,也能感染到新年的气氛!


或许是二十三年来养成的习惯,过年,就要轻轻松松懒洋洋的,

要不就窝在家里,用我无钱的"恭喜发财+新年快乐"换亲戚们有钱的红包,

要不就去朋友家拜年,温习数学,赚点学费+生活费,还有狂喝他们家的几罐汽水,狂吃他们的几片肉干,嘿嘿!

要不小学老师家拿她的RM10红包,看一看小时候的美女同学有否变得更美,或"抱歉"的有否变得"不再抱歉",也让那些仰慕我的女同学有得再一睹我比以往更胜的英姿,

(张老师,我是真心的去拜访你,向你拜年的!!)

搞一搞中学聚会,或先修班聚会,慧音社聚会,图书馆聚会,或什么什么的聚会,来回顾彼此当年的英雄史,

约堆猪朋狗友,去火锅店大闹一番,来个肉丸大战,滚汤烧身,

还有去""妈家的BBQ,又吃又喝又拿又玩,顺便看看元杰当年心仪的慈慧有没有继续让元杰心如鹿撞,

还有,还有,还有数不尽的节目……嬴下维胜白色的KANCIL,即兴海边BBQ及弹GUITAR狂飙歌,REDBOX,贺岁片……


就因为过去二十三年(当然,并不包括喝着母乳,咬着奶嘴的时候),新年除夕,初一到初五,节目都排到满满,忽然间在今年的新年,连半天假期都没有,初二还要上学,让到我这幅身体在这几天都提不起劲。很懒很懒很懒,,很"肚懒"!!"肚懒"到很"肚懒",妈的,就是"肚懒"!!


再一次感谢那两百多分钟,让我在"肚懒"着的心情,能够拨电回大马,找朋友把"肚懒"化为祝福语,相信朋友们也会和我一样感谢那两百多分钟,因为让他们能够听到我那富有磁性的声音。


两百多分钟,不多不少,正好有四个小时多,却让我有机会把我对他们的想念,轻易的传达给他们。

接到我电话的人,我想说:谢谢你们接我的电话!因为那怪怪的号码,很容易让人以为是推销员,或某某诈骗集团打来的电话!而拒绝接听。而你们那份勇气,确实让人钦佩!!

接不到我电话的人,并不是我不想念你们;部分,我的确有尝试打给你们,但不能通!部分,是因为两百多分钟确实有限,没办法一一打去祝福问候!请见谅!


最问号的是,我拨电祝福的第一个朋友,竟然不是华人!哈哈!那时不知搞什么的,一想大学朋友,就想到了那"The Most Handsome Indian in UTAR AS"

(Google找得到,试试看),结果就这样把"第一次"奉献给了印度人!


还有很惊喜的,这两百多分钟,发现几个朋友对我的信任,意外的高!久未联络,就这样谈了几分钟,就向我分享了秘密程度9的秘密(0是最低,10是最高)!

谢谢你对我的信任,能成为和你一起共享秘密的朋友,是我的荣幸


两百多分钟,除于阿妈和十几个朋友,每人不到二十分钟,却让我窝心不已。听着你们收到我电话后那惊喜,及兴奋想把近况分享的声音,让我感动!很想对你们说

我爱你(们)

当然没有接到电话的你们,我也爱你(们)

还有读着我的部落格的你们,我也爱你(们)!也希望你们读后可以留言,让我知道我爱的人是谁!


最后,分享一些我如何独自过年,和一些最近稍微大花费的消费!

一个人,唯有狂喝汽水过新年!!马来西亚万岁!!


买了新电话,纯粹炫耀分享!!


也买了耳机!!




Sunday, February 14, 2010

LIFE

What is LIFE? Often we heard this question asked from people who are moody, or, they are going to complain on something after this, e.g.,

The people will ask: What is LIFE"

AND

He will answer himself:

Bla bla bla…. I had worked for 7 years but never have salary increment!!

OR

I had been chasing that girl for 4 years and spent billions on her but now she married and the bridegroom is not me!!

OR

I had studied 23.5 hours per day but I failed for every subject!!

BUT

This "What is LIFE" question comes across my head very suddenly when I just woke up and I was not moody and nothing to complain on.

(clearly I will not receive salary increment, I had not spent billions on any girl and I didn't studied 23.5hours/day and failed the exam.)

Out of nothing, I think of some definition on LIFE, which maybe is the abbreviation of "Live In Forever Eternity"


According to what Buddha said, the existence of human in this world is to "SUFFER". We have to undergo the "6 Variety Life Rotation Circle" (I don't know how to translate 六道轮回) based on our past KARMA. The thoughts we thought, the actions we did and the words we said, will accumulate KARMA, good or bad, we will have to face the consequences in someday (now or future), whether in installment, or in one lump sum. (I feel weird when I describe like this, but I like to describe like this)

Buddha also said there are 8 various "Bitterness" that we human have to SUFFER. (Google yourself if you want to know!)


If what Buddha said was correct and is correct, then the LIFE is suffering and taste bitter is a fact. We all know that a fact is a fact, we can never change a fact, BUT we can always change ourselves. Since we know the fact, it will act as a precaution for potential BITTERNESS that we going to suffer. We can make ourselves more readily to receive the consequences. We can shorten the suffering period, don't possess the PAIN and don't let it go.

As described above, the consequences and pain that we suffered or going to suffer is based on our past karma, so we have to stop making any new BAD KARMA. We cannot change the past BUT we can alter our future.


CONCLUSION: Be more readily to face the consequences and stop making NEW KARMA!!


The above conclusion is for beginner, I have something different for advance learner. This is not BUDDHA said but simply RAYMOND said AND I think this is the masterpiece of this entry.

We have too few knowledge on the KARMA, we don't know how the system accounted for KARMA.

I steal my friend's cookies, the bad KARMA I made is 10 units or 4000 units?!

When I receive some consequences, e.g. my baby doll gone missing (I think whenever something happen and you feel pain or sad, it is the consequences), the KARMA is reduced by 2 units or 7 trillion units?

Does the KARMA have time value of money? The KARMA will compound in 8% interest p.a. or 7% interest p.a.?

When we make some good KARMA, can it buffer with the bad KARMA?

I punch my pillow to train my fist, does this act contribute to KARMA?!

How long it takes for the KARMA to turn into consequences? 1 day or 10 years?

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We know too little BUT we do know that we have a long journey. So I think why not we just make it a happy journey. Given that it is a long journey, we can perceive that the consequences are rarely occurred in one lump sum manner, because with no outstanding KARMA, we are escaped from the "Life Rotation Circle". So if the consequences are happen today, then it will only happen maybe 2 weeks later, then 2 year later…. I don't know.

BUT

It means we have some days, maybe a lot of days, are consequences-free. On those consequences-free days, we are in neutral, so we must take this opportunity to live happily. To live happily is good but is selfish if we kept the happiness just for ourselves. So, I would suggest we bring happiness to everyone around us. Some people may not appreciate or notice the consequences-free days and we should not let them wasted those days. Basically there are two ways of sharing the happiness, before and after the so-called consequences. BEFORE; be happy and create the aura and bring joys to others. AFTER; listen to them and ease their pain of being a listener or give some consolation/advice if they need.

Life is running on a continuous time basis, it won't stop because of we want it to. In this very particular moment, if we feel sad, in the next moment this sadness became history. We want to make our bibliographies full of sadness or full of happiness?!


After all, the Raymondology above is hard to execute in real life, because even the author himself cannot perform it perfectly. BUT it doesn't means that we can't set it as our goal and strive hard towards being that.


CON-CONCLUSION: Be more readily to face the consequences and stop making NEW BAD KARMA!! Create more GOOD KARMA and bring happiness to people around us and make them be more readily to face the consequences and stop making NEW BAD KARMA and create GOOD KARMA!!

Monday, February 1, 2010

怪心情!

刚到"歪M西A" ,心情有点怪怪,怎么的怪法,我也不明,就是很怪!感觉就像是结束了四天三夜的生活营后,要和筹委们,营员们离别,各自又回到忙碌的生活。

这次的离别是不一样,因为以前离别后就有家庭的温暖,还有猪朋狗友的捉虾,爬山,烧烤,火锅,山顶,SALAM, SALIM, SILAM 等的活动,把那离别的伤感降到最低,这次离别后,却是独自回到冷冷的"歪M西A",有点不知所措!

从车站拖着行李步行回"歪M西A",很自然的就唱起几首离别的歌,脑里却浮现起礼江哥的脸,眼眶也不觉的湿了点。

许多事情都发生在一起,考试结束,换到了狂欢的借口,却又收到了敬爱的长辈的死讯,而早一个月经已付了去法国滑雪的全额,错综交叉的心情,稍微调整后,我仍然向法国出发!

佩服自己不懂从何学来的应变能力,可以把一切接受得如此自然,能把错综交叉的心情分隔得有如楚河汉界,能把悲伤搁置一旁,像把今天的午餐留待明天当早餐。

实在不懂自己!

这是先天性慢半拍?还是后天性慢半拍?又或是叫冷血?还是在别人都脆弱的时候我必须坚强,待事情转淡后,我才敢难过?

不懂。

放心,我会过得很好,因为我是骆荣滨!!

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